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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Oct 1, 2012 21:48:52 GMT -5
I nod, "Yes... That's a very good thing... Now... To relax." Sighing I sip my drinks and nibble on my scone.
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Post by Shiki on Oct 2, 2012 15:03:20 GMT -5
Shiki smiled softly, "No need to stress about this, Nami. It'll all work out."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Oct 2, 2012 18:15:58 GMT -5
Giggling I nod, "Its not the planning and actually going through with it I'm worrying about, Shik... Its... The Neku and me things I'm worried about..." And I finish my scone, then my frappe, and slurp up about a quarter of my second drink. "... But you're right, no need to stress..."
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Post by Shiki on Oct 3, 2012 15:44:15 GMT -5
Shiki gave a half frown, "Yeah...but you know if you ever want to talk about something I'll listen. I mean, I don't want to barge in on anything that's not my business but, um, yeah I'm always here if you need anything."
She took a few sips of her coffee and then said, "I might've said if before, but you two together are a tough team to beat. There's always gonna be stress at times, especially with our...'special' lives. Doesn't mean you guys can't get through it."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Oct 3, 2012 18:43:37 GMT -5
I shrug, "True... That's all very true..." Sipping at my drink I shake my head. "Shiiiiiiiikkkkkiiiiiiiiii......... Why did I fall in love with a minooooooooor?"
Pausing a moment I sigh, "Nothing against minors and stuff... I just... Don't know..." Sighing again I shake my head once more. "... I'm the instigator of this all... I'm the one that made him admit his feelings... And... I know I didn't pressure him... Its just... I feel like I'm using him, like I'm abusing him more than loving him... He does deserve better..."
My eyes stare into hers, daring her to disagree.
"Neku Sakuraba deserves more than anything I have ever given him... Or ever will... Shiki... I'm just turning him into a monster, I can feel it."
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Post by Shiki on Oct 3, 2012 20:00:42 GMT -5
Shiki kept her eyes locked with Namine’s, simply raising one eyebrow. Both her arms were placed crossed on the table as she spoke with a very light tone of voice, “Hmmm…well I can’t say I know everything that goes on between you two, because I don’t. Maybe he deserves better, I don’t know that either. But I do know he has you. And if he believed any of that, maybe we wouldn’t be sitting here today.”
She shrugged, “I don’t know Neku that much. But if any of that really bothered him, really got his attention, I’d think he’d say something. Honestly, having you in his life is probably a good thing, what he wants, considering what we’re doing right now. If you feel that something’s wrong you should talk to him. I doubt that’s easy, but it’s worth a shot.”
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Oct 3, 2012 23:53:57 GMT -5
"BUT SHIKI I CAN'T TALK WITH NEEEEEKKKKKUUUUU! He goes all weird and over emotional on me... I sometimes swear I'm the guy and he's the giiiiiiiiiiiiiiirl!" I pout. "I mean... Its a good thing, but... Honestlllllllllyyyyyyyyyyy... Men. Are. Confusing." Huffing I roll my eyes up to the ceiling.
"One minute he's all... Are you okay? Do you need help? Nami... I'm worried... And then next...!" I sigh again. "... The next he's all cute and cuddly and all... Lets save the world. We have time. You and me foreverness... And then bam! He's all emo again... Its confuuuuuuuuuuusing!"
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Post by Shiki on Oct 4, 2012 16:00:58 GMT -5
Shiki shook her head, "And men think we're complicated. You have a point there." Setting her head in her hand she said, "That's something difficult for sure. Not easy to avoid either. Maybe...um...you could-no never mind...uh..."
Finally she just tossed her hands into the air, "Ugh! He's confusing me now, and I'm not even talking to him. Must be one of his secret talents." She sighed, "You never know how he's gonna react, huh?"
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Oct 4, 2012 19:35:25 GMT -5
"Well," My shoulders roll and so do my eyes. "Depends on... How he's feeling I guess... But I only get that some of the time... Most times he's like... Empty..."
I frown.
And he calls me a blank slate, jerk.
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Post by Shiki on Oct 6, 2012 11:11:51 GMT -5
"Empty, huh..." Shiki sighed, "Sounds difficult. I guess you'd have to take a risk talking to him then..." She shook her head, "I'm sorry I can't help much, Namine. I don't have a lot of practice with this stuff."
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