Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Mar 16, 2012 6:09:43 GMT -5
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"Run, Angel! RUN!" Mommy shouts after me as I stumble along the road, her screams and cries following me the whole way. Looking over my shoulder I can barely see the house behind me and I know I can stop for now, that Daddy won't follow me this far. With lowered ears and a tail I don't want, I sit on a fallen tree, its roots will offer a place to sleep tonight when I am calm.
That is if I don't fall asleep on this tree first. My head is drooping, but I want Mommy's screaming to stop first. I want Mommy and Daddy happy again. I want to be loved.
I don't know when I started crying, but now I can't stop. The tears string my eyes and the cuts I got from Daddy when he got angry. He didn't mean to, he sometimes has sharper nails when he gets mad. When Daddy is mad he can't stop himself. When I'm sad I can't stop crying, so me and Daddy are the same.
Then why does Daddy hate me?
Its because you're a Monster! You have features of a cat, you're a demon you pathetic brat! I sniffle more are memories that still as fresh as my kinda bleeding cuts play in my head. They make me sadder and sadder, I want them to stop.
I want them to stop.
"I WANT THEM TO STOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!!!!!!"
"Jeez kid, calm down," A voice, one that sounds nice like Mommy's, says to me. "You want them to stop, make 'em... Unless you can't." A person walks out of the dark, he's my age, I think, and he has long hair the color of the moon and red eyes. Its the red eyes that makes me trust him.
"I can't, he'll hurt me," I say to myself, but the other hears, he comes closer and lays a hand on my head, rubbing my ears.
"No he won't, I won't let him," He says kindly as I move to lean against him, his body is warmer than mine, its safe feeling. "I won't EVER let him hurt you again..."
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"C'mon Aqua!" I giggle as my girl friend comes giggling after me and my bestie Dia. We may have only just met a week ago, but we're already close as friends can get. I know that neither of them will ever hurt me, but I had to make Dia promise he would never tell Aqua about my past. She's a girl, she can't know, that's just like, law or something.
"Slow down you two!!!" She shouts after us as she catches up, never being one to be left behind for anything. Her legs carrying her better than mine do, pudgy and useless, just like my tail, just like my ears.
"Angel, child, I know you're putting yourself down," Dia snaps at me, not in a mad way, just sad. "Stop that, you're about to cry... I can feel it." And he is right its then that I harshly rub tears from my eyes.
"I am sorry, Dia," My voice is a whisper. Aqua pulls me into her arms and runs her fingers through my hair, the only way to comfort me when I am sad. "I'm sorry Aqua."
"Don't be," They say as one. And I listen, soon I am well enough to play again...
---
"DEMONS!" I hiss as I jump to my feet next to Aqua, her sword comes to her hand along with mine and she hands mine over. Dia is already engaged and his powers cut through them mercilessly. Its like magic almost!
"Ang, left," Aqua commands as she takes off the the right side and I nod, taking the left. Throwing the demons that stray from the fight back into it. Sometimes, if my blade connects correctly, I make a few disappear. Now that IS magic.
Aqua throws a few more kicks and slices, dissipating more than me and Dia do put together. The girl got serious skills. Especially seeing how this is only her third battle. With most of the lessers cut down we see what's making the battle happen. Its a glowing crystal and its pulsing with power.
"Let finish this!" Dia shouts and I jump back as him and Aqua jump up together. As one they come down in a sweeping motion.
"Dark!"
"Water!"
"My turn?!" I run up as their expulsion of power is over and tense up.
"Do it!" They shout as one.
Leaping into the air I focus on my memories and then bring my sword down with a final blow, "PAIN!" The crystal bursts open, braking the spell and unfortunately throwing me away. My body hits a rock and I lose consciousness...
---
Aqua had just ran away, how could she just run away!? How could she just get up and leave when her family needs her, I need her. Screw the fact she's pregnant, we can work with that. Yeah, we can. And if Dia doesn't like that fact them screw him too, he doesn't deserve her then...
Wait.
What if that IS the reason she ran away.
Could he really not love her anymore because she's pregnant with HIS child? That asshole!
I'll... I'll...
I'm...
I'm... "...GOING TO KILL HIM!"
---
"ANGEL!!!! HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!?!!!" Aqua screams at me as I just stare at my bloody hands. Her head bowed over Dia's fading body and I can only stare. "...what did you do?" Her voice is growing weaker as I can only stare and agree:
What HAD I done?
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www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGzgoSg5OZg
So you don't want to remember? The person leaning back in a spinney chair asks. You positive you want all memories suppressed along with your anger?
"For the last time," My fist slams on the table, my normally well hidden eyes an angry yellow. "YES!" The person, a doctor of sorts, just smirks at me, sharp teeth poking out from their lips.
I guess I can arrange that seeing how eager you are... But you'll need to do something for me in return.
"Anything..."
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"Who are you?" A stern man says with crossed arms, a little blond girl clinging to his leg, her blue eyes watching me closely.
"Angel, I don't have family and am only looking for honest work," I say smoothly, for that is exactly whom I am.
The guy gives me a weary look before I add, "Also, I've recently heard there has been an influx of demons in this area." His back stiffens and he glares at me, hard and cold.
"Where did you here this from?"
"A doctor who's name is unneeded," I reply simply and the little girl smiles, she lets go of the guy's leg and speaks up.
"Do you me Avi?" She asks with her big, blue eyes smiling at me. And I nod to her, she giggles and then turns to the guard. "He's the help Mommy is expecting."
The guy still doesn't like me, I can tell, but the little girl is right, he can see that. He waves for me to follow and I do so.
---
"Namine!!!" My hands are tied as the little girl is surrounded by demons and I'm so far from her, shit. I gotta get closer to her. Crap, crap, cra---
She screams and so do I just as the demon collapses. A blond woman with fire in her green eyes comes flying into the fry, slicing down demon after demon around her daughter, "Namine, assist."
I can feel my body surge with power and I know that the little girl is okay, I make my way towards her and her mother, "Sorry, ma'am, I'll never let that happen again."
"Let it," She replies sharply. "She needs to learn how to keep herself safe while her partner ends the crossing."
Frowning, I grab Namine into my arms, "Come little one." And then we jump away as a large demon comes screaming in from the rip. Setting her down on a ledge I whisper. "Your mother only means well." Then I return to the battle and I can feel the little girl's power stop aiding me. Glancing back I see her safe in her father's arms.
I smile.
---
"Defeat!" Namine commands with a strong voice, her power coursing through me and pushing me forward. "Ignore all pain, one focus, DEFEAT!"
"YES MA'AM!" I race through the the other, ignoring them and jumping up into the air, twisting around and landing a blow three times as powerful as normal. Then another and another, not relenting until a crippling pain shots through not only me but Namine as well.
I can feel my heart braking.
I can feel her breathing stop.
I can feel us dying.
But most of all I remember.
I'm pregnant. What did you do? Stay away from my children. I hate you. You're a monster. Monster. Stay away. Why, Angel, WHY? Useless. She's useless. Not allowed to touch her, what's wrong with a hug? I hate him. I hate her. Make it stop! Demon! Get away. It hurts...! Why? he did this. I'll kill him! Hate, hate, hate. Love, hate, Love is hate. Die! Dem--
"STOP!!!" We scream as one and then I turn and throw my full, brunt force on the demon. My voice echoing an old spell I once knew, braking a binding that has kept me safe, kept me sane for so long. It all snaps, shatters, disappears with one word:
"PAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIN!!!!!!!!!!"
The demon screams and the crossing literally shatters as does my world. As does the little miss's. We will never be the same...
---
"You're scaring me," Her voice so sweet as she hides like I once did, her eyes look like how mine must of, so beautiful she is. "Please, stop... Don't touch me!"
I stop a moment before hissing lowly and grabbing her wrist in my hand. Dragging her to her feet I slam her body into the wall and then smirk, "Sorry, Little Miss, but this is a part of the deal..." And then I marked her, forever as mine. "And if you ever dare let someone else court you.... I'll rip you both to pieces."
Pulling her safely into my arms I fall asleep, she may be bloody and she may be crying. But she'll forgive my rough housing in the morning. And she always will.
For I am hers.
And she is mine.
---
"I think we should go join this Network thing I've been hearing about," My shoulders shrug and I smile warmly to my mate. "That way I won't have to worry so much about you if you're with other otherborns... Maybe we'll even get you to work under the Head Watcher."
"You sure?" Her voice is soft and warm. "I mean... What if they're like the academy?"
"Then we run again, simple."
"Alright then... We'll search out the, um... what did you say?"
"Head Watcher, Nam," I look over to her and she gives me a weak smile. "We'll have to come in saying we're been looking for them for a while and yadaa, yadaa."
"Okay... Fine by me.... When do we leave?"
"In the morning..."
---
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Why didn't I see it then that everything she was looking for ALL OF HER LIFE had been found in the exact person I drove her towards. Why didn't I realize the challenge until it was already too late? Now I have to deal with her annoying sighs and lovey dovey talks.
I am her mate! Not HIM!
I hate this guy, who does he think he is? Stealing someone else's lover... But I love Namine too much to kill him...
I guess, I'll just have to let things play out...
---
A/N: And you guys know the rest of the story
Laterz!
"Run, Angel! RUN!" Mommy shouts after me as I stumble along the road, her screams and cries following me the whole way. Looking over my shoulder I can barely see the house behind me and I know I can stop for now, that Daddy won't follow me this far. With lowered ears and a tail I don't want, I sit on a fallen tree, its roots will offer a place to sleep tonight when I am calm.
That is if I don't fall asleep on this tree first. My head is drooping, but I want Mommy's screaming to stop first. I want Mommy and Daddy happy again. I want to be loved.
I don't know when I started crying, but now I can't stop. The tears string my eyes and the cuts I got from Daddy when he got angry. He didn't mean to, he sometimes has sharper nails when he gets mad. When Daddy is mad he can't stop himself. When I'm sad I can't stop crying, so me and Daddy are the same.
Then why does Daddy hate me?
Its because you're a Monster! You have features of a cat, you're a demon you pathetic brat! I sniffle more are memories that still as fresh as my kinda bleeding cuts play in my head. They make me sadder and sadder, I want them to stop.
I want them to stop.
"I WANT THEM TO STOOOOOOOOOOOP!!!!!!!!!"
"Jeez kid, calm down," A voice, one that sounds nice like Mommy's, says to me. "You want them to stop, make 'em... Unless you can't." A person walks out of the dark, he's my age, I think, and he has long hair the color of the moon and red eyes. Its the red eyes that makes me trust him.
"I can't, he'll hurt me," I say to myself, but the other hears, he comes closer and lays a hand on my head, rubbing my ears.
"No he won't, I won't let him," He says kindly as I move to lean against him, his body is warmer than mine, its safe feeling. "I won't EVER let him hurt you again..."
---
www.youtube.com/watch?v=YyNu_lf99g8
"C'mon Aqua!" I giggle as my girl friend comes giggling after me and my bestie Dia. We may have only just met a week ago, but we're already close as friends can get. I know that neither of them will ever hurt me, but I had to make Dia promise he would never tell Aqua about my past. She's a girl, she can't know, that's just like, law or something.
"Slow down you two!!!" She shouts after us as she catches up, never being one to be left behind for anything. Her legs carrying her better than mine do, pudgy and useless, just like my tail, just like my ears.
"Angel, child, I know you're putting yourself down," Dia snaps at me, not in a mad way, just sad. "Stop that, you're about to cry... I can feel it." And he is right its then that I harshly rub tears from my eyes.
"I am sorry, Dia," My voice is a whisper. Aqua pulls me into her arms and runs her fingers through my hair, the only way to comfort me when I am sad. "I'm sorry Aqua."
"Don't be," They say as one. And I listen, soon I am well enough to play again...
---
"DEMONS!" I hiss as I jump to my feet next to Aqua, her sword comes to her hand along with mine and she hands mine over. Dia is already engaged and his powers cut through them mercilessly. Its like magic almost!
"Ang, left," Aqua commands as she takes off the the right side and I nod, taking the left. Throwing the demons that stray from the fight back into it. Sometimes, if my blade connects correctly, I make a few disappear. Now that IS magic.
Aqua throws a few more kicks and slices, dissipating more than me and Dia do put together. The girl got serious skills. Especially seeing how this is only her third battle. With most of the lessers cut down we see what's making the battle happen. Its a glowing crystal and its pulsing with power.
"Let finish this!" Dia shouts and I jump back as him and Aqua jump up together. As one they come down in a sweeping motion.
"Dark!"
"Water!"
"My turn?!" I run up as their expulsion of power is over and tense up.
"Do it!" They shout as one.
Leaping into the air I focus on my memories and then bring my sword down with a final blow, "PAIN!" The crystal bursts open, braking the spell and unfortunately throwing me away. My body hits a rock and I lose consciousness...
---
Aqua had just ran away, how could she just run away!? How could she just get up and leave when her family needs her, I need her. Screw the fact she's pregnant, we can work with that. Yeah, we can. And if Dia doesn't like that fact them screw him too, he doesn't deserve her then...
Wait.
What if that IS the reason she ran away.
Could he really not love her anymore because she's pregnant with HIS child? That asshole!
I'll... I'll...
I'm...
I'm... "...GOING TO KILL HIM!"
---
"ANGEL!!!! HOW COULD YOU?!?!?!?!!!" Aqua screams at me as I just stare at my bloody hands. Her head bowed over Dia's fading body and I can only stare. "...what did you do?" Her voice is growing weaker as I can only stare and agree:
What HAD I done?
---
www.youtube.com/watch?v=aGzgoSg5OZg
So you don't want to remember? The person leaning back in a spinney chair asks. You positive you want all memories suppressed along with your anger?
"For the last time," My fist slams on the table, my normally well hidden eyes an angry yellow. "YES!" The person, a doctor of sorts, just smirks at me, sharp teeth poking out from their lips.
I guess I can arrange that seeing how eager you are... But you'll need to do something for me in return.
"Anything..."
---
www.youtube.com/watch?v=5Fp1AkEceZc&feature=related
"Who are you?" A stern man says with crossed arms, a little blond girl clinging to his leg, her blue eyes watching me closely.
"Angel, I don't have family and am only looking for honest work," I say smoothly, for that is exactly whom I am.
The guy gives me a weary look before I add, "Also, I've recently heard there has been an influx of demons in this area." His back stiffens and he glares at me, hard and cold.
"Where did you here this from?"
"A doctor who's name is unneeded," I reply simply and the little girl smiles, she lets go of the guy's leg and speaks up.
"Do you me Avi?" She asks with her big, blue eyes smiling at me. And I nod to her, she giggles and then turns to the guard. "He's the help Mommy is expecting."
The guy still doesn't like me, I can tell, but the little girl is right, he can see that. He waves for me to follow and I do so.
---
"Namine!!!" My hands are tied as the little girl is surrounded by demons and I'm so far from her, shit. I gotta get closer to her. Crap, crap, cra---
She screams and so do I just as the demon collapses. A blond woman with fire in her green eyes comes flying into the fry, slicing down demon after demon around her daughter, "Namine, assist."
I can feel my body surge with power and I know that the little girl is okay, I make my way towards her and her mother, "Sorry, ma'am, I'll never let that happen again."
"Let it," She replies sharply. "She needs to learn how to keep herself safe while her partner ends the crossing."
Frowning, I grab Namine into my arms, "Come little one." And then we jump away as a large demon comes screaming in from the rip. Setting her down on a ledge I whisper. "Your mother only means well." Then I return to the battle and I can feel the little girl's power stop aiding me. Glancing back I see her safe in her father's arms.
I smile.
---
"Defeat!" Namine commands with a strong voice, her power coursing through me and pushing me forward. "Ignore all pain, one focus, DEFEAT!"
"YES MA'AM!" I race through the the other, ignoring them and jumping up into the air, twisting around and landing a blow three times as powerful as normal. Then another and another, not relenting until a crippling pain shots through not only me but Namine as well.
I can feel my heart braking.
I can feel her breathing stop.
I can feel us dying.
But most of all I remember.
I'm pregnant. What did you do? Stay away from my children. I hate you. You're a monster. Monster. Stay away. Why, Angel, WHY? Useless. She's useless. Not allowed to touch her, what's wrong with a hug? I hate him. I hate her. Make it stop! Demon! Get away. It hurts...! Why? he did this. I'll kill him! Hate, hate, hate. Love, hate, Love is hate. Die! Dem--
"STOP!!!" We scream as one and then I turn and throw my full, brunt force on the demon. My voice echoing an old spell I once knew, braking a binding that has kept me safe, kept me sane for so long. It all snaps, shatters, disappears with one word:
"PAAAAAAIIIIIIIIIIN!!!!!!!!!!"
The demon screams and the crossing literally shatters as does my world. As does the little miss's. We will never be the same...
---
"You're scaring me," Her voice so sweet as she hides like I once did, her eyes look like how mine must of, so beautiful she is. "Please, stop... Don't touch me!"
I stop a moment before hissing lowly and grabbing her wrist in my hand. Dragging her to her feet I slam her body into the wall and then smirk, "Sorry, Little Miss, but this is a part of the deal..." And then I marked her, forever as mine. "And if you ever dare let someone else court you.... I'll rip you both to pieces."
Pulling her safely into my arms I fall asleep, she may be bloody and she may be crying. But she'll forgive my rough housing in the morning. And she always will.
For I am hers.
And she is mine.
---
"I think we should go join this Network thing I've been hearing about," My shoulders shrug and I smile warmly to my mate. "That way I won't have to worry so much about you if you're with other otherborns... Maybe we'll even get you to work under the Head Watcher."
"You sure?" Her voice is soft and warm. "I mean... What if they're like the academy?"
"Then we run again, simple."
"Alright then... We'll search out the, um... what did you say?"
"Head Watcher, Nam," I look over to her and she gives me a weak smile. "We'll have to come in saying we're been looking for them for a while and yadaa, yadaa."
"Okay... Fine by me.... When do we leave?"
"In the morning..."
---
www.youtube.com/watch?v=OpNbTlehSHU&feature=related
Why didn't I see it then that everything she was looking for ALL OF HER LIFE had been found in the exact person I drove her towards. Why didn't I realize the challenge until it was already too late? Now I have to deal with her annoying sighs and lovey dovey talks.
I am her mate! Not HIM!
I hate this guy, who does he think he is? Stealing someone else's lover... But I love Namine too much to kill him...
I guess, I'll just have to let things play out...
---
A/N: And you guys know the rest of the story
Laterz!
