Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Apr 8, 2012 10:17:20 GMT -5
This is a little... More violent than I normally write... I blame it on it on the Hunger Games ^^'
Anyways, enjoy~
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//Strangely, consider this a vent.//
Right now is one of the reasons I'm glad Neku has school most of the week. My shoulders heave as tears stream down my face, I feel empty, less than a shell. I've rejected Angel which rips half of me with it. And I still can't trust Neku no matter how hard I try, there goes the rest of me whenever he leaves.
I'm so scared all the time.
What if he doesn't come back?
"Don't think like that," My trembling lips whisper as I clutch onto his pillow, I hope he doesn't mind that I'm getting snot and tears on it. "You don't want to become another him do you?"
A shot of pain drags along my scalp, Angel must not be able to take my break down anymore and isn't sitting quietly back home. The pain is soothing though, I hope he does it again. Suddenly my tears of fear and emptiness give way to the back of my head ringing with the feeling of being hit against a wall.
Maybe he'll knock both of us out.
The next time he hits his head back I cry out, this was much harder than last time. My voice cries out before I can gain control of myself and then I feel him do it again, even rougher. What's going on? What's going on?!?!
My fingers fumble around for my pants pocket as I cry out again, I swear I could feel blood, maybe mine even. What is Angel doing? Is he alright... Was he jumped or something? Fingertips brush my cell and I drag it out, I hit star one. The phone doesn't even ring, just says that the number can't be reached right now.
I let out a curse as I feel of a blade slashing my, no Ang's, skin. I cry out again as they dig in deeper, twisting and dragging it through flesh harshly. I barely register hitting star two. My phone ringing as the world begins spinning. Angel isn't used to this sort of pain, I am though. Oh god Angel! Don't pass out! I'm sending help! Just live!
"Nami? I'm in the middle of--" I let out a shriek as Angel is stabbed directly in the stomach. "Namine!"
"No... No!" I pant heavily. "Find Angel! Save my Ange--" I let out another shriek, this time of furry as I feel my blond counterpart slip into unconsciousness.
"Neku! Come get me! Come get me," My voice so desperate that if I had my head about me I would of slapped myself back into shape. "Help me... help me find him, Neku."
"Alright, I'm on my way, Namine..." I don't know if he hung up or not because I did. My blood boiling as I clench my cell in my hand, its pretty heavy duty, so I throw it with all my might. It hits the wall at the other side of the room and practically bounces back from the force.
I'm no longer empty, I am rage itself. Stalking into the kitchen I pull open drawers and begin stashing extra knifes on me. Throwing open the fridge I grab the small lemon juice container and then I grab some salt. Both of these go into my pockets. Finally I pad, deadly silent, back into Neku's room, throw open his closet and reach to the back. I grasp onto sturdy rope, pull it down, and tie it to my belt loop. Then I go to the door just as Neku is coming in.
"Lets move," I growl lowly and I know he's never seen me this angry, this livid before. And I don't care what he thinks, he should understand...
He gets the same way with me after all..
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END!!!!
*giggles madly*
Anyways, enjoy~
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//Strangely, consider this a vent.//
Right now is one of the reasons I'm glad Neku has school most of the week. My shoulders heave as tears stream down my face, I feel empty, less than a shell. I've rejected Angel which rips half of me with it. And I still can't trust Neku no matter how hard I try, there goes the rest of me whenever he leaves.
I'm so scared all the time.
What if he doesn't come back?
"Don't think like that," My trembling lips whisper as I clutch onto his pillow, I hope he doesn't mind that I'm getting snot and tears on it. "You don't want to become another him do you?"
A shot of pain drags along my scalp, Angel must not be able to take my break down anymore and isn't sitting quietly back home. The pain is soothing though, I hope he does it again. Suddenly my tears of fear and emptiness give way to the back of my head ringing with the feeling of being hit against a wall.
Maybe he'll knock both of us out.
The next time he hits his head back I cry out, this was much harder than last time. My voice cries out before I can gain control of myself and then I feel him do it again, even rougher. What's going on? What's going on?!?!
My fingers fumble around for my pants pocket as I cry out again, I swear I could feel blood, maybe mine even. What is Angel doing? Is he alright... Was he jumped or something? Fingertips brush my cell and I drag it out, I hit star one. The phone doesn't even ring, just says that the number can't be reached right now.
I let out a curse as I feel of a blade slashing my, no Ang's, skin. I cry out again as they dig in deeper, twisting and dragging it through flesh harshly. I barely register hitting star two. My phone ringing as the world begins spinning. Angel isn't used to this sort of pain, I am though. Oh god Angel! Don't pass out! I'm sending help! Just live!
"Nami? I'm in the middle of--" I let out a shriek as Angel is stabbed directly in the stomach. "Namine!"
"No... No!" I pant heavily. "Find Angel! Save my Ange--" I let out another shriek, this time of furry as I feel my blond counterpart slip into unconsciousness.
"Neku! Come get me! Come get me," My voice so desperate that if I had my head about me I would of slapped myself back into shape. "Help me... help me find him, Neku."
"Alright, I'm on my way, Namine..." I don't know if he hung up or not because I did. My blood boiling as I clench my cell in my hand, its pretty heavy duty, so I throw it with all my might. It hits the wall at the other side of the room and practically bounces back from the force.
I'm no longer empty, I am rage itself. Stalking into the kitchen I pull open drawers and begin stashing extra knifes on me. Throwing open the fridge I grab the small lemon juice container and then I grab some salt. Both of these go into my pockets. Finally I pad, deadly silent, back into Neku's room, throw open his closet and reach to the back. I grasp onto sturdy rope, pull it down, and tie it to my belt loop. Then I go to the door just as Neku is coming in.
"Lets move," I growl lowly and I know he's never seen me this angry, this livid before. And I don't care what he thinks, he should understand...
He gets the same way with me after all..
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END!!!!
*giggles madly*
