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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 2, 2012 20:19:37 GMT -5
"I..." Something shudders inside me and I take a step back. "... I'm sorry... I wish I wasn't so fear creating for you." I know what its like to be afraid, to feel cornered and controlled... I know what its like to feel studied and empty. I know this not just because of myself, but because of other's pain as well.
"...I do not wish you harm."
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 2, 2012 20:25:36 GMT -5
"Yeah, yeah. Look, I'm not your conscience if you haven't figured that out and you aren't crazy, least as far as I'm aware........I just got tired of feeling like an idiot in an alleyway. What the hell is the Network anyway? Why does it exist?"
Much...much better...not as comfortable, but now I don't feel like an idiot.
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 2, 2012 20:40:49 GMT -5
I blink and then smile bright, "Well that's simple! The Network is a group of people working together to keep each other and other safe~." Beaming even larger I add. "Why didn't you just ask to begin with?'
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 2, 2012 20:58:55 GMT -5
"Wha- YOU LIE! Isn't some kind of Feminist conspiracy group used to take over the world or something!?"
....Maybe I could've worded that a little better....
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 2, 2012 21:01:22 GMT -5
"Er... Not that I know of... I'd have to ask Neku about that... He pretty much formed it," My hand comes to my hair and I run my fingers through it... Confused.
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 2, 2012 21:05:45 GMT -5
"This Sucks! I even went through the trouble of creating K.A.D.H.A. to stop them. Damn it! Just when I thought I had a lead to the co-workers of those evil women."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 2, 2012 21:09:33 GMT -5
I frown before sighing, "Kay ay dee ah-cha ay? Stopping evil women?" My head tilts to the side as I examine him. "I'm sure we aren't the co-workers... but..." Stopping myself I do not continue my train of thought, its dangerous to think of crossing and mixing ties...
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 2, 2012 22:31:45 GMT -5
Sigh....well...I've got nothing more to lose...not like this can be used against me anymore than anything else I just did or said. "To start off, Do you know what a succubus is?"
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 2, 2012 23:32:45 GMT -5
My eyes widen, I've heard the legends, but had decided that's what they were... Legends and tales of men whom had cheated. Frowning I nod, "I've heard of them... Women whom lure men in and then... do things to them."
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 2, 2012 23:42:42 GMT -5
"Yeah...try being kept as a pet for about half of your life. Being kept on the boundry between life and death and always feeling weak. Only being fed when you needed to, and only as much as you needed. Sometimes force-fed. Lets just say they didn't exactly give me water to drink."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 2, 2012 23:49:48 GMT -5
"That's horrible!" Shock runs through my body and instinctively I cover my mouth to keep a further sound of horror from escaping. But the re-intensified emotion doesn't hit me... Suddenly... I feel alone. "And sick and wrong and... Not even demons should be allowed to justify that!" Every part of me is shuttering at the pure thought of his experience... and I thought Angel had been bad!
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 2, 2012 23:53:26 GMT -5
"Since I was very young. They always used my dead mother's voice when they wanted to have their fun, their own sick little game. So now I can't stand the sound of my own mother, and I've seen women for what they truly are. They apparently had a boss or coworker. I was trying to find them. I thought the network could've been it. This sucks."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 0:01:11 GMT -5
Water runs down my cheek, when did I start crying? Quickly I wipe away the tears and clear my throat, "I... I understand what its like to be... to have things like that done to you by someone you love." Shaking my head I walk over to him, trying to keep my expression even. "I also know what its like to fear and hate your mother."
Reaching out I place my hand on his shoulder, light and shaky, "I know what its like to be hurt. To be used... To be controlled... And I know what its like to hate with all your heart..." I don't know where I'm going with this all I know is that... Everything in me screams to help in some way, to... become that exception maybe? Help him heal like Neku is doing for me? I don't know...
"I may not know you perfectly, I may not understand everything you went through... But I can relate... I've been there too..."
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 0:10:23 GMT -5
"H-hey no crying! I...I won't fall for any feminists moves you got okay? C-crying is really bad! Besides, I used to adore my mom, but they turned something pure into something twisted and...wait...what do you mean you've been there too? Incubus's? Damn....I think that's hell.....you didn't give birth did you? Damn....so it's the demon females that are the bastards.....and the other feminist's are along for the ride....poor girl...but...don't cry....tell me what happened if you can...if not you can take your time."
Wait...so demons are the bad guys? Wait...No....still women...Succubi turn into incubi...Right? Holy crap....so the feminists will even attack their own kind!? They will PAY!
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 0:28:01 GMT -5
"I don't mean to... I'm sorry," My other hand wipes at fresh tears and I have to steady myself with a deep breath. "I'm not tricking you and no... He wasn't a succubus nor incubus... Not incubi at all actually."
I take another steadying breath, trying to force the pain down, to keep it at bay. But he opened a flood gate and my mouth is forming words before I can stop them, "He was an angel at first, luring me in with words of freedom, escape, and usefulness. But then he wasn't... he didn't follow through. Instead he tricked me into obeying his every command... He would, at random, fly into fits of emotion and take them out on me... I still have the scares to prove it, thankfully bones mend... But when he would pin me below him that..."
A shudder runs through me, "That was the worst... and also how it all started... It was then that I learned to never say no to him... He would beat me and say its my fault, he would blame me for the things he did... After a while I began to believe him... And... And..." I pull away, arms wrapping around myself as I bite my lip to stop the tears. "All he ever did was take, he never gave, not once... He's the reason why I don't trust... well... most men in general..."
My head bows and I let out a shaky breath, "I'm sorry... I shouldn't of told you that... I'm sure he's a better person now... It was my fault after all, I made him go crazy, even Avi told me that... I'm sorry."
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