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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 0:59:02 GMT -5
My eyes widen....flashbacks....many flashbacks...My eyes grow red. It's been awhile since I've been this mad.
"Worse..." I mutter...
"So much worse...Hearing my mother's voice was one thing....but even I knew it was just them. I wasn't emotionally attached to them. I hated them and cursed them. You were hurt by someone you care about....and then blamed yourself? Unforgivable.....simply unforgivable...."
I pick up my phone and start to pace. Dialing the number quickly, I put it on speaker. "Pick up the blasted phone!" I yell.
Hello? This is Dracula. What you want Kenji?
"I'm not in the mood Drac. Do me a favor. Get the to do list. I just found out something and we need to make some changes."
Darcula worked hard on that list. You gonna erase Dracula's hard work?
"Just do it. NOW."
Fine, fine ya grouch. Dracula got it here. What you wanna write?
"Erase the, 'Eliminate all women' and change it to 'Eliminate all Demon woman and Feminist's' "
Okay bossy. Anything else you want Dracula to add?
"Yeah...we have a new goal. Even if it makes us hated. 'Eliminate all abusive partners within a relationship, Man or Woman, As well as Incubi' Because that's just wrong. Do me a favor Drac."
What you want now?
"Get as many books on therapy and abuse as you can. We are also doing damage control. Am I understood? What I just found out was wrong and I am watching a possibly feminist girl cry very real tears. I'd rather there be feminist's than abusers. You with me?"
.....Dracula's touched....Let's kick some abusive butt! Dracula gonna order the books online. Dracula call you back later With that....the phone is closed and Kenji turns back to the girl biting her lip. He walks over and pats her on the head twice. His eyes still red from the anger, but oddly gentle.
"You did nothing wrong....the one who did wrong is the one who treated you wrong. In the name of all that is Manly, I will punish the Abusers/Feminist's. Better person or not, that doesn't right the wrongs. Be strong cuz from what I see you aren't a broken woman yet and I'm sure as hell not a broken man. Don't trust a man like him. Not if he hurts you more than he cares. Not your fault, and never was Namine."
What the hell am I saying? .....Stupid Feminists.......
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 1:09:01 GMT -5
My head jerks back, my eyes widen and I'm sure they are a bright, yet dark blue all at once, glowing slightly. I can't bring myself to smile, but I do nod slowly, "...Thank you." And for once I don't feel belittled, if this had been Neku or someone else like him... I would gotten angry and forced myself to be secure... for once though... I can be insecure. "... You don't have to be nice, ya know..." Personally I prefer not feeling weak and useless, but... Its not with him... With him its freeing.
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 1:22:16 GMT -5
"No thank you's I'm no good with those. Also, Nice? Since when is telling the truth being anything but telling the truth? If you belittled me, you are in the wrong. If I belittled you, I am in the wrong. Common logic is it not? I was toyed with and made into a pet. That doesn't mean I want to do the same to women or to others in general. I just want to stop that from happening to another person. In my naivety, I didn't realize that there were women who could also be hurt and toyed with like that. So I'm angry that it could happen. My enemy isn't all women, just the Women who think they are above everyone else. Someone made you feel powerless and insignificant. I understand the feeling and know it well and......well, it hurts feeling powerless. Eats at you day and night. My enemy is all those who think they are above others and want to exercise their power. You madame, are not a feminist. A woman, yes. But not my enemy. An apology is due and I do apologize but I need to keep my guard up. Never know when the feminist's could strike."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 1:29:40 GMT -5
I stop all together, hold my breath, and truly regard this man before me. All he says is true, yes, but I never once felt offended or belittled by him, he doesn't need to feel the urge to apologize any more than I do. A mistake is a mistake after all, but I do not wish to belittle him, so all I can do is give a weak smile, "You should met Boss sometime... For the most part I think he'd like you... I know I do... Maybe someday we can be friends, Phil?"
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 1:40:31 GMT -5
It dawns on me....I did all of this cool crap and she doesn't even know my name....okay lets try this again.
"One, it's Kenji, not Phil. Sorry for the confusion. Two, we already are friends. We are bro-....Sis-.......Siblings in arms."
He pats her on the head again. "Don't look like that. You don't have to smile if you don't want to. Not the best feeling if you explode eh? If you feel something, show it, and don't give a damn about what anyone else says. With that said....who is 'Boss?' "
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 1:47:32 GMT -5
"Its a pleasure Kenji and," I smile brighter now. "You really mean that?"
Pausing a moment I continue to smile before shaking my head, "Right, right... Boss is the head of the Network aka my room mate." I then shrug, "He's a really good friend of mine... Sometimes I wish more... But I'm too scared he'd hate me if I asked him on a date..."
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 2:01:32 GMT -5
"Haha. Yes, I do mean it. We are friends. Jeez. Crazy kids and their dating. Look, I think you got this all backwards. You're roommates for gods sake. Boy+Girl live together but not dating....you only see that in anime and manga. This is real-life! If he can live with you, he can date you. Besides, one does not simply hate over a date. If you like him, the way I see it is, you have nothing to lose and everything to gain. If I ever find out that he is an abuser, you can kiss him goodbye though. That is, unless you beat him to death first. If you get hit by anyone, beat the tuna out of them. Just have the confidence. It's there...somewhere. You just gotta look in that heart and realize that it's as golden as your hair."
wait....what am I saying? This isn't me....someone hijacked my body. I wouldn't say all these cheesy things....Wait a sec....please don't tell me I'm bipolar or schizo or something....
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 2:12:03 GMT -5
I can't help but give a little laugh to that, oh man... He really does make me feel, huh?
Nodding I duck my head a little, like Qua does when she's embarrassed, "Alright... I'll remember that." And then I glance up at him. "I don't think I could do that... Hurt others... Hurts me."
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 2:24:53 GMT -5
"Then you give a holler for me then. I'm not much, but I'll beat down those who bother my allies. Code of Manliness and all. You can be strong. You aren't broken so don't think you can'y do something unless you've given it an honest try. This is coming from the guy fighting a feminist conspiracy so you know I'm legit."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 2:28:14 GMT -5
Blinking, I nod, "Alright..." Although in the back of my mind I make a promise to myself to not allow things to get that bad ever again. "Although I think Neku would beat you to the punch... He's a little scary protective of me... reminds me of Angel actually." I shudder a moment before tilting my head up so I'm not ducking it anymore.
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 2:37:24 GMT -5
Affection and fear....? Did I hear her voice right.....lets make a gamble...
"....This Neku guy is your boss then, and you like him. I hear the admiration...and that name...Angel...You shuddered. Bad memories then....I'll keep both names in mind. Confess to this Neku guy and don't choke. If you like someone, don't be afraid to say so."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 2:42:11 GMT -5
Damn, I was trying to keep that on the down low.
I nod, "Yeah... Neku is all of that... And Angel isn't around anymore, so... That's fine." I then blush. "He... He... He knows I like him...! I think he may like me... Well... Actually... He said he loved me... But... I've been told that before and all, so... um... yeah..."
Can we talk about something besides Neku loving me? PLEASE?
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 2:51:29 GMT -5
"He said he loves you....you share a room....you like him....and he knows it.....You are STILL not dating after all this......See why I have a problem with all women now? If you know this then get your cohones in gear Woman! Just ask him on the date. Both sides are probably too intimidated to ask. So apparently, both members of the relationship has vagina's....You need to take charge and do something, just don't ever become a feminist or I'll be mad at you."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Aug 3, 2012 2:56:27 GMT -5
I stare at him a long moment before letting out a shaky breath, this time more out of confusion than pain, "Ah, I see... Well we both can be pussies when the time arises..." I nod more and then freeze. "Oh my gawd... You have got to be totally right... He's scared to ask me out...!" This idea hadn't crossed my mind until now, but now it has...
"I... feel... stupid..." I pull out my phone, half tempted to text the contact "Priss Prince". "... So very stupid..."
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Post by Kenji Setou on Aug 3, 2012 2:59:15 GMT -5
"Sigh....Go ahead...Call him. That's what you wanna do right? Ask him out. Make it happen. I'll cheer for you right here so you don't chicken out. Better now or some other girl could get to him."
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