Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Sept 21, 2012 2:59:43 GMT -5
*For the love of God this had to be placed somewhere before I exploded... And we all this is isn't cannon *rolls eyes* Despite how much I wanted it to be, Miri talked me outta it, Dax talked me outta it, heck I even think Shiki talked me outta it... I really wanted it to happen *sighs* Now endure the results of a woman denied her pie!*
** Please note this happens in March...Around March 22, 2012**
****Please excuse if Neku or Izaya are slightly OOCed >.>****
No matter how many tests she took, the result is always the same, her head bangs back against the bathroom door. Her lip being chewed on at she throws away yet another test. Silently she stares at the wall a crossed from her, softly placing a hand over her stomach.
It had all started out as a joke. Just a joke. That she had been acting weird, eating weird. But then... She realized she had missed her period. And not just once either but twice. At first she brushed it off as nothing, just stress and lack of sleep, she's never been regular to begin with... At least that she can remember, typically she blocks out those times... Angel has a very sensitive nose, sometimes too sensitive...
She shudders softly, a shock running through her. She seriously hopes that what she keeps getting as a positive is some sick joke her body is playing on her. But she can tell that's wishful thinking, even Neku noticed her odd behaviors.
Docile.
That's a word he used, she seemed more docile that usual and he had been worried... He has every right to be though, despite the fact she realizes that its long past the time she could of taken the chance to flush it all out and she's pretty sure that is legal in this state. She frowns deeply to herself.
A little weight, she had kept mutter over and over the past week. But then she took her first test and her heart sank. The second one had been the same. And the one after that. And the after that one. Ten tests later and a couple days of keeping her growing panic hidden behind loving smiles and gentle embraces, she realizes its time to stop avoiding the truth. Denial is one of her best traits and she wears it well, but this... This is something she can't deny. Soon even Neku will be able to tell what's going on with her.
He's going to be angry.
She can feel the pit of her stomach squirm and she gaps out for breath. When her love gets angry it doesn't always just effect him, it sometimes shoves her too. But its not those times she's afraid of. No, its the times he's so close, but so far, she can't drag him back even if she wanted to. She knows he does his best to keep it at bay for her, but... He has less control than she does these days...
What if he... What if he doesn't... want... us?
She has already gathered that this child was hers and... His, the demon that plagues her even when he no longer poses any threat. He can still destroy one of the few fragile bonds she holds dear. Something inside her cracks.
"He... He can't possibly... He won't l... love me anymore."
How could he when I'm... All of me... Is so...Used?
She realizes now that's all she's ever been. Used and broken slowly, shattered beyond repair. There is nothing that will glue her back together and this... this is not helping her...
What should I do? Her mind ponders softly as she continues to stare at the wall without seeing it. Something in her echos with a memory,brought up along with the pain and resentment attached to it.
...ran away from home because she's pregnant... She couldn't help it... Its not her fault. Stupid girl...
Her eyes close, forcing the memory back to the box it belongs in, keeping it hidden from her. No matter the temptations she has no where to go. No where to run to for home is out of the option... And Neku... Is a dangerous idea.
Her mind wonders about Shiki for a moment before it falls on an option she hadn't thought of previously, but she shakes it off, knowing that it's stupid. But the next one is even more so stupid. Yet, she sees reason in it... She just hopes it works...
So she stands on her feet and slips out of the bathroom for the door...
---
Neku announces his arrival home, counting off in his head the time it'll take Namine to glomp him to the ground. When no such action occurs he calls out her name softly, only to find she isn't there. Pondering to himself a moment he decides to not worry so much.
That is until ten minutes later he finds a pregnancy test in the bathroom trash. Scratch that, he finds two... Both reading positive.
---
"I don't normally make deals like this,'' The dark haired male sighs. "Hhhhhuuuhhh, I don't know."
She frowns deeply and fixes him with an emotion filled stare, ''Please, I'll do anything, just... Let me... Stay with you."
"Anything," He leans the palms of his hands back against his desk before shrugging his shoulders. "You know, a lot of people have told me that recently."
"Please," She begs, no pleads with her entire being, voice beyond desperate. "You... You can even have it... After its born... I just want to... Keep Neku... Safe. From. Idon'tknow... Us."
Red eyes flash before another sigh is heard a hand is waved, "Alright. You've played my hand." And then a folder is tossed at her from a shadowy form before its gone. "Take that and go... I'll collect my debt later..."
She bows her head before quickly leaving,opening the folder as she goes. An address greets her along with a specific name to remember. She doesn't really care how far it is, as long as she's safe... As long as Neku never knows...
---
Wresie's Time Now~<3
Alright people, this has been floating around in my head for.... goodness... Since at least December last year. Its grown and developed a lot since then...Yep...
Anyways, I hope there wasn't too much OOCedness and that you enjoyed.
Laters, peeps~<3
** Please note this happens in March...Around March 22, 2012**
****Please excuse if Neku or Izaya are slightly OOCed >.>****
No matter how many tests she took, the result is always the same, her head bangs back against the bathroom door. Her lip being chewed on at she throws away yet another test. Silently she stares at the wall a crossed from her, softly placing a hand over her stomach.
It had all started out as a joke. Just a joke. That she had been acting weird, eating weird. But then... She realized she had missed her period. And not just once either but twice. At first she brushed it off as nothing, just stress and lack of sleep, she's never been regular to begin with... At least that she can remember, typically she blocks out those times... Angel has a very sensitive nose, sometimes too sensitive...
She shudders softly, a shock running through her. She seriously hopes that what she keeps getting as a positive is some sick joke her body is playing on her. But she can tell that's wishful thinking, even Neku noticed her odd behaviors.
Docile.
That's a word he used, she seemed more docile that usual and he had been worried... He has every right to be though, despite the fact she realizes that its long past the time she could of taken the chance to flush it all out and she's pretty sure that is legal in this state. She frowns deeply to herself.
A little weight, she had kept mutter over and over the past week. But then she took her first test and her heart sank. The second one had been the same. And the one after that. And the after that one. Ten tests later and a couple days of keeping her growing panic hidden behind loving smiles and gentle embraces, she realizes its time to stop avoiding the truth. Denial is one of her best traits and she wears it well, but this... This is something she can't deny. Soon even Neku will be able to tell what's going on with her.
He's going to be angry.
She can feel the pit of her stomach squirm and she gaps out for breath. When her love gets angry it doesn't always just effect him, it sometimes shoves her too. But its not those times she's afraid of. No, its the times he's so close, but so far, she can't drag him back even if she wanted to. She knows he does his best to keep it at bay for her, but... He has less control than she does these days...
What if he... What if he doesn't... want... us?
She has already gathered that this child was hers and... His, the demon that plagues her even when he no longer poses any threat. He can still destroy one of the few fragile bonds she holds dear. Something inside her cracks.
"He... He can't possibly... He won't l... love me anymore."
How could he when I'm... All of me... Is so...Used?
She realizes now that's all she's ever been. Used and broken slowly, shattered beyond repair. There is nothing that will glue her back together and this... this is not helping her...
What should I do? Her mind ponders softly as she continues to stare at the wall without seeing it. Something in her echos with a memory,brought up along with the pain and resentment attached to it.
...ran away from home because she's pregnant... She couldn't help it... Its not her fault. Stupid girl...
Her eyes close, forcing the memory back to the box it belongs in, keeping it hidden from her. No matter the temptations she has no where to go. No where to run to for home is out of the option... And Neku... Is a dangerous idea.
Her mind wonders about Shiki for a moment before it falls on an option she hadn't thought of previously, but she shakes it off, knowing that it's stupid. But the next one is even more so stupid. Yet, she sees reason in it... She just hopes it works...
So she stands on her feet and slips out of the bathroom for the door...
---
Neku announces his arrival home, counting off in his head the time it'll take Namine to glomp him to the ground. When no such action occurs he calls out her name softly, only to find she isn't there. Pondering to himself a moment he decides to not worry so much.
That is until ten minutes later he finds a pregnancy test in the bathroom trash. Scratch that, he finds two... Both reading positive.
---
"I don't normally make deals like this,'' The dark haired male sighs. "Hhhhhuuuhhh, I don't know."
She frowns deeply and fixes him with an emotion filled stare, ''Please, I'll do anything, just... Let me... Stay with you."
"Anything," He leans the palms of his hands back against his desk before shrugging his shoulders. "You know, a lot of people have told me that recently."
"Please," She begs, no pleads with her entire being, voice beyond desperate. "You... You can even have it... After its born... I just want to... Keep Neku... Safe. From. Idon'tknow... Us."
Red eyes flash before another sigh is heard a hand is waved, "Alright. You've played my hand." And then a folder is tossed at her from a shadowy form before its gone. "Take that and go... I'll collect my debt later..."
She bows her head before quickly leaving,opening the folder as she goes. An address greets her along with a specific name to remember. She doesn't really care how far it is, as long as she's safe... As long as Neku never knows...
---
Wresie's Time Now~<3
Alright people, this has been floating around in my head for.... goodness... Since at least December last year. Its grown and developed a lot since then...Yep...
Anyways, I hope there wasn't too much OOCedness and that you enjoyed.
Laters, peeps~<3
;D 
