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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 4:22:27 GMT -5
I bite my lip, staring deep into his eyes, "Please." Why not?
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 4:27:23 GMT -5
I sit up, settling her on my lap.
"Because, you're not stable right now. You want it with me because of him, not because of you... and that's the wrong reason, whatever emotion or desire's behind it." I shake my head. "Neither of us, you or me, is in any kind of state to be making those decisions right now."
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 12:42:25 GMT -5
Hurt.
Utter hurt.
"But I..." What he's saying is logical, but... That's not it at all... How long has it been since we became that flirty couple? How long before we can move beyond that...? " Whoever this person is, Neku... They're always going to be influencing my option one way or another. I can't stop that. They're obviously a part of me... If you think that I should..."
I pause and then shake my head, eyes narrowing at him.
"I understand we're you're coming from... But, that doesn't mean you understand where I am coming from," And I lean against him, sighing through my nose. "Stop playing protector for one minute, see past my hurt... See the other feelings below..."
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 12:56:41 GMT -5
I closed my eyes, holding her close to me.
"Nami," I said, "I understand your emotions. I also know that if we did it, right now, the both of us would regret it. Let's wait... just a little while. I still don't know how to be what I am, and we're both still emotionally shaken up."
I hugged her, just hugged her. Was calm; let her feel that. I knew she could feel emotions like I never could.
"Let's wait. Just a few days at least, think it over. We still decide we both want to, we will." I smiled. "That's the smart way to do things.'
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 13:01:53 GMT -5
My eyes roll and I hug him back around his waist, "Yeah, yeah. Neku the logical. Neku the good guy... Neku, the embodiment of the Holy Grail."
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 13:18:27 GMT -5
I chuckled. "That's me. The purest demon you'll ever meet."
There, I'd said it out loud. That wasn't so bad.
......yeah, right. It was still awkward. Awkward, uncomfortable... it wasn't the kind of word I liked to use.
And I realized that... I hadn't really used it about myself ever. Even growing up. I had always known I was different, but it wasn't a word that was used. I understood it on a basic level, but it was never said.
It was something I'd have had to accept growing up. Now I was having to grow into myself ten years' worth in... today.
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 13:24:21 GMT -5
I frown at him before hugging him closer, burying my face into the side of his neck, "Its okay... You don't have to get used to anything right now... Just try to relax... Besides... We're taking a vacation soon, right?" I giggle and beam.
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 13:39:06 GMT -5
"I'd suggest a staycation," I said, chuckling myself, "but this is the first place people will look for us." I paused. "Especially with what I'm about to do..."
Lea was gonna kill me, but... no, this is what was best.
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 20:56:57 GMT -5
I nod before laughing, "Well, since we're taking a 'gocation' instead, lets pack in tonight? Snuggle and leave before morning so no one will catch us?"
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 21:01:36 GMT -5
I smiled, nodded. "Sounds good to me. Just remind me to make a phone call before we leave, alright?"
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 21:06:57 GMT -5
"How about on the way so Lea can't stop us half way out the door?" I suggest with a playful grin. Besides... Lets not worry about this till morning...
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 21:13:02 GMT -5
Yeah, I said back to her, folding her into my wings. I kinda liked her there... it made me feel like she'd be safe, like I was doing my job of protecting her, a job that I now understood the source of.
We protect what is ours. And she was mine.
Though if we keep cuddling like this, we'll have to gt up early and pack, I mentioned, as much to myself as to her. I was still marveling at how easy this was... it had taken me months to actually get it to work reliably. Now it was as easy as breathing.
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 21:21:11 GMT -5
Giggle.
Yeah, you're right... Pack and meet back in each other's arms in ten minutes?
I smile at him as I already begin pull away, "Sound fair?"
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Post by Neku Sakuraba on Nov 12, 2012 21:29:37 GMT -5
"Sounds fair to me," I said.
All I had to pack was my laptop and a few changes of clothes, so I was good. I paused, realizing that this shirt was completely totalled, and threw in another few shirts. Then I realized that if I were wearing a shirt with a back, I wouldn't be able to get rid of my guise, and if I weren't wearing my guise, I wouldn't be able to wear shirts with backs. I sighed.
This was going to be a little more complicated than I thought.
Still, I threw the laptop and clothes in a huge messenger bag along with pencils and a notebook and I was golden.
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Post by Namine Joy LeBeau on Nov 12, 2012 22:50:09 GMT -5
So I start in the bathroom, collecting my hair products, brush, tooth brush, and tooth paste. Then skip into the kitchen to get under the sink and pull out my travel case of feminine products. And painkillers...... the ones Neku doesn't know about. Next I skip to the bedroom and begin to go through my clothes. I pull out a few........... less than family outfits, my three favorite nightgowns, a......... couple dressy things [along with a couple costumes]. Next I go to the drawers and pull out all of the suitable stuff...... along with prettier stuff.
Then I grab my sketch book, prisma markers, pencils, and pens. After that I shove them in along with my credit card and a couple other things. Finally I zip my bag shut and sigh, collapsing onto the bed, "Okay... All paaaaacked~"
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